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In my paintings I study relationships and, specifically, love. While painting portraits
I engage in a conversation with the portrayed person and that is how I get
to know people: establish relationships;
fall in love. The embodied rhythm of the conversation itself, the process of synchronization or friction is rather more important to me, than the subject matter and the content of the conversation. Sometimes silence is pure gold and it's the most important conversation.

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What matters to me is if a person is willing to open up to me and how this person does it. This process of making
a portrait through conversation is all about intimacy, vulnerability and desire to see the stories that constitute someones’ subjectivity. It’s a dialogue, when I open up as well and share my stories. When I unveil something intimate, I expect the same in return. I’m vulnerable and I invite the person in front of me to be vulnerable as well. We are no longer strangers anymore; we look at each other with different eyes. Trust, acceptance and love are emerging in our eyes and gestures. This process and its magic is what I’m working with.

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I was shocked by
how many women
don't feel loved

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ABOUT

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PROJECTS

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CONTACT

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INSTAGRAM ↗

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♡ Natalia

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Kozhukhovskaya

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index

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intro 1

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intro 2

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how was it?

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paintings

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01

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02

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03

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04

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project 01. amsterdam 2018

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Portraits. Parts

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Selfie for myself

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INTRO 1

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I want to share the results of the project «Selfie for myself».

I was shocked by how many women whose beauty and gorgeousness and energy I admire do not feel loved by peoplethey are surrounded, experiencing the imposter's syndrome. BUT that's nice, they accept and love themselves, their body. Not to show off, but with themselves, in privacy with themselves. And they want to capture this with an accessibleway at this moment. With their phone. And these photos arenot intended for anyone, it is very personal and thereforevaluable. All the paintings are very different, stylistically,compositionally, energetically. And to each I approach with
 a new mood and attitude and after a personal conversation.

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01

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Natalia,
Kozhukhovskaya,
artist:

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INTRO 2

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I am photographer and one of «Selfie for myself» project girls! Yes, you can find my portrait here too. Natasha’s works inspired me as a girl who likes to explore new places and cities to integrate her paintings to urban environment and found a fit place for each girl, including myself! After all, everyone dreams to find their ‘right’ place in the big city.

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Colors, lines, forms and vibes all these things I think found their perfect match. All portraits looked so independent and fully on their places like women on them.

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02

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Victoria Vi,
photographer:

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HOW WAS IT?

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I am photographer and one of «Selfie for myself» project girls! Yes, you can find my portrait here too. Natasha’s works inspired me as a girl who likes to explore new places and cities to integrate her paintings to urban environment and found a fit place for each girl, including myself! After all, everyone dreams to find their ‘right’ place in the big city.

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Colors, lines, forms and vibes all these things I think found their perfect match. All portraits looked so independent and fully on their places like women on them.

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03

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PAINTINGS

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04

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I believe than human beauty indetails: women wrist, fingers, sharpknees or clavicle. I like to knowmore my appearance and findbeautiful details which make me feelmore confident in myself.

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Nastya, Acrylic on canvas, 80x100 cm

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I’m in love with myself

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Katia, Acrylic on canvas, 80x100 cm

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That was the moment when i felt so grateful for the human that i met who taught me how not to be scary of who you are. The moment when i felt so grateful for me always being me.

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Julia, Acrylic on canvas, 80x100 cm

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. . .

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Katya, Acrylic on canvas, 80x100 cm

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Just because I can

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Katya, Acrylic on canvas, 100x100 cm

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My insecurity has always been my breasts. my huge breasts. i’ve had a ton of photographers willing to take my nudes back in the days, but at first i was just shy, then i found lots and lots of imprefections of my body and then i started struggling with how I should lose weight or improve my body in any other way imaginable. For me this selfie is the mirror of my nowness, acceptance of the body I have and an actual love for myself. You wold probably think of what could be wrong with that body. But the point is that everyone finds something to struggle with. The picture taken by me and for me only. And no one, except for an Artist saw it.

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Olya, Acrylic on canvas, 60x120 cm

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“I am shy, but ok, I could try.”

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Victoria, Acrylic on canvas 80x100 cm

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That fear of emotional nakedness left me, so I cry in public with no regrets.

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Varya, Acrylic on canvas, 80x100 cm


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It was a very beautiful hotel with an enormous bed) I love my body.) It was rather an act of fighting loneliness. I wanted my beloved to see me with the same eyes I can see myself)

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Olga, Acrylic on canvas, 100x130 cm

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I WANTED MY BELOVED TO SEE ME WITH THE SAME EYES I CAN SEE MYSELF

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see other projects

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Clumsy in love

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Dating an imaginary man I

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Dating and imaginary man II

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Conversation as a portrait

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The garden of kisses

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